My Masochistic Marriage to Jeff Rense

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In love with “Good Jeff” while keeping “Bad Jeff” at bay, I was becoming as crazy as he. Now that I won’t have to see either again, my recovery can begin.

This is the final installment of “Jeff Rense’s Ninth Ex-Wife Speaks Out” Part One is here. Part Two is here.    

by Megan
(henrymakow.com)

If
I tried
to “end it” with him – which is what I was advised to do, he pursued me tirelessly. Dozens of emails and phone messages contained sweet promises. Once he even rang my
doorbell for ten minutes until I finally broke down and answered.

When
I sprained my ankle in June, he refused to pay for a doctor, despite the fact I was unemployed, and we were dating and sleeping together.  When I
developed an extremely painful ulcer, he refused again.  So, neither condition was treated.

Yet, that summer he spent tens of thousands of dollars restoring an
antique car, planting trees on his property, and building a greenhouse. He
had three people working full time. He was building a railroad
tunnel, and putting money into his railroad equipment.  But he wouldn’t take his
unemployed, uninsured girlfriend (he had forced me to sign divorce
papers in April under threat of destroying me financially) to the doctor…

This is why I am speaking
out. I was so disappointed to see how lavish Jeff’s home and property were, given
that I had once donated $20 in response to a donation drive.  He made it seem he was barely
able to stay on the air. 

I AM DESPERATE

Being in a relationship with an NPD is extremely destructive.  I had overcome many things in life, but was not
able to “bounce back” from this.  It has been 14 months now, and Jeff and
I were involved up until Feb 21. .

Since discovering that I had contacted Henry,  Jeff now truly is leaving me alone.  He will however
viciously slander me. That is one of the traits of people with Narcissistic Personality Disorder.

He
slandered me to others without knowledge.  He told Henry I was an admirer who tried to poison him. He told
similar lies to his grown daughter – turning her against me before
we could become friends.  He told lies to the local police, to his friends: Jay Weidner and Carol Rosin – who live in town. We all got along great until Jeff  slandered me to them.

If he slanders me now, I will release many
documents that show that I have been extremely successful
professionally, and well liked. I was a professor for over 5
years, I will publicly post my student evaluations; I was a beloved
teacher.  My resume and huge amount of successful work I have done in
the past 20 years was not done by someone who is “crazy”.

I
will point you to a video of me on the internet in which I give a
physics lecture at Caltech, and you can decide if I seem like the nice, intelligent girl  or if I am the crazy lunatic
Jeff will paint me as.

RENSE EX-WIVES CLUB

Incidentally, he called all his previous wives and ex-lovers crazy lunatics.  Another red flag I missed….

Some
of them are following this drama, and I hope they will be brave
enough to tell the truth about the “real” Jeff Rense.

If
you research Narcissistic Personality Disorder, you
will learn that psychopaths are extremely well-liked.  They are experts
at being lovable.  This is why there is so much enmity when people think
Jeff is being “attacked”.  I too once felt just as strongly.  But, the
charming, lovable Jeff Rense, is definitely not the real Jeff Rense.

I
am running out of savings.  I was too psychologically damaged
from my year in an NPD relationship to properly prepare for the one US job opening that fits my qualifications.  Jeff would not leave me
alone to prepare – he would come over and upset me – and I
could not prepare the lectures that were required of me.

I had to cancel the interview – my only job hope.

I
am running out of money.  Jeff literally has zero empathy nor takes any
responsibility for my situation. He offers me no money.  Except
he paid for dates, and sometimes bought me clothes.

We
were still lovers up until Tuesday, February 21, 2012, when he
discovered I had written to Henry to confirm his initial charges.

Now Jeff is finally leaving me alone.  And that at least is the first step to recovering. Hopefully, I will become functional
enough to figure out a way to survive before my savings run out….

Sincerely, Megan, ex-wife #9 (we’re not sure of the count!)

P.S. 
For all you who wonder is Jeff Cointelpro??? No, Jeff Rense is
controlled by no one.  He truly believes strongly in UFOs; that’s why he
runs those stories.  He just does his best to keep his business
running.  He makes an enormous amount of money from the ads on his
website and subscriptions to his archives. He is, above all, just a
businessman….  

— FIN —

Related – “The Bachelor” is Jeff Rense

First Comment:   CB Said:

It is good that Megan finally escaped from JR.  As
anyone who studies personality disorders knows (I have several degrees
in human behavior) most people with these type of disorders resist
treatment–just a very small percentage of them respond to treatment.  In
layman’s speak they lack the psychological insight to view themselves
as having a problem.  It’s everyone else that has the problem.
 Psychology has yet to clearly establish whether people with narcissist, & borderline personality disorders are born this
way (pathological) or develop over time (environmental) or born with a
genetic predisposition and something environmental triggers it.  What is
factual and can be established is the wreckage these type people leave
in their wake: broken relationships, mental and physical abuse, and even
death–e.i. murder–to list a few!    

 

I
feel for Megan because she was exploited and manipulated by a man who
clearly has some serious issues.   However I must point out that Megan
(and people like her) exhibited some very irrational and impulsive
behavior in abandoning  everything she has worked toward (successful
professor and so on) based upon some superficial promises and charm of a
chameleon. 

While JR exhibits some of the symptoms of someone who has a
narcissistic personality disorder he was able to manipulate a highly
intelligent and attractive Megan (and numerous other women) into a
controlling and doomed relationship.  This suggests to me that she (and
his other female victims) have some underlying psychological issues that
need addressed.  

 

Perhaps
the good that can come out of this for Megan is an awakening in herself
of how could this have happened to me?  And from there she can recover
her sense of womanhood and find true happiness.  Psychologically
speaking, It is interesting to note that people raised or recovering from
abusive environments/relationships often find/chose other abused people
for a new relationship …[They] are usually emotionally
vulnerable and are easily exploited.  Obviously JR has a penchant for
identifying these type people and exploiting them.          

 

For
Megan there is hope for healing and recovery.  For JR it is doubtful
that he will ever see his need for help and straighten out.  Furthermore,
his seemingly incessant crusade to destroy HM reinforces the notion
that eventually most people with a NPD  implode or self-destruct.  JR
appears to be in self-destruct mode and will destroy his own work and
never know it was all his own doing. 

 

Keep up the good work Henry.

Reply from Megan:
 
Yes, I was clearly very isolated and alone, so
I was eager to find “the one” – realize I believed
Jeff’s radio persona was his real self, and felt
like I knew him well.
 
I also was extremely exhausted and burnt out,
my work for the last 15 years has been literally
70 hours a week, 51 weeks a year.
 
I was indeed a bit too eager to “give it all
up”.  But I was exhausted, and the life Jeff
promised was so domestic and calm and
relaxing (he promised to sell his website,
we were essentially going into “semi-retirement”
and intended to finally enjoy life a little.
 
Call me naive – but I believed him, because
I had never in my life encountered someone
who could lie so much – it never occurred to
me he was lying.  We had reams of emails
and hundred hours of phone conversations.
I had no previous experience that would tell
me all that communication was a lie…

P.S.  In our communications I knew only

of two ex-wives: one was the mother of his grown

daughter.  The other was a 1994 “marriage of
convenience” in order to help him win custody of
his daughter.

It did not occur to me to ask:
“Now exactly how many ex-wives do you
have?”   In the future, I will ask any one
I date that, and probably do a full background
check before believing anyone else again!
 
We had, however, thoroughly discussed his
last few girlfriend relationships.  So I was
aware of two ex-wives, and had asked the
normal questions of his recent relationships.
He had only 3 girlfriends in the previous 11 years
before I came along –  this is what he told me.

 

 

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My Masochistic Marriage to Jeff Rense

me_and_jeff_oct_9_2011.JPG

In love with “Good Jeff” while keeping “Bad Jeff” at bay, I was becoming as crazy as he. Now that I won’t have to see either again, my recovery can begin.

This is the final installment of “Jeff Rense’s Ninth Ex-Wife Speaks Out” Part One is here. Part Two is here.    

by Megan
(henrymakow.com)

If
I tried
to “end it” with him – which is what I was advised to do, he pursued me tirelessly. Dozens of emails and phone messages contained sweet promises. Once he even rang my
doorbell for ten minutes until I finally broke down and answered.

When
I sprained my ankle in June, he refused to pay for a doctor, despite the fact I was unemployed, and we were dating and sleeping together.  When I
developed an extremely painful ulcer, he refused again.  So, neither condition was treated.

Yet, that summer he spent tens of thousands of dollars restoring an
antique car, planting trees on his property, and building a greenhouse. He
had three people working full time. He was building a railroad
tunnel, and putting money into his railroad equipment.  But he wouldn’t take his
unemployed, uninsured girlfriend (he had forced me to sign divorce
papers in April under threat of destroying me financially) to the doctor…

This is why I am speaking
out. I was so disappointed to see how lavish Jeff’s home and property were, given
that I had once donated $20 in response to a donation drive.  He made it seem he was barely
able to stay on the air. 

I AM DESPERATE

Being in a relationship with an NPD is extremely destructive.  I had overcome many things in life, but was not
able to “bounce back” from this.  It has been 14 months now, and Jeff and
I were involved up until Feb 21. .

Since discovering that I had contacted Henry,  Jeff now truly is leaving me alone.  He will however
viciously slander me. That is one of the traits of people with Narcissistic Personality Disorder.

He
slandered me to others without knowledge.  He told Henry I was an admirer who tried to poison him. He told
similar lies to his grown daughter – turning her against me before
we could become friends.  He told lies to the local police, to his friends: Jay Weidner and Carol Rosin – who live in town. We all got along great until Jeff  slandered me to them.

If he slanders me now, I will release many
documents that show that I have been extremely successful
professionally, and well liked. I was a professor for over 5
years, I will publicly post my student evaluations; I was a beloved
teacher.  My resume and huge amount of successful work I have done in
the past 20 years was not done by someone who is “crazy”.

I
will point you to a video of me on the internet in which I give a
physics lecture at Caltech, and you can decide if I seem like the nice, intelligent girl  or if I am the crazy lunatic
Jeff will paint me as.

RENSE EX-WIVES CLUB

Incidentally, he called all his previous wives and ex-lovers crazy lunatics.  Another red flag I missed….

Some
of them are following this drama, and I hope they will be brave
enough to tell the truth about the “real” Jeff Rense.

If
you research Narcissistic Personality Disorder, you
will learn that psychopaths are extremely well-liked.  They are experts
at being lovable.  This is why there is so much enmity when people think
Jeff is being “attacked”.  I too once felt just as strongly.  But, the
charming, lovable Jeff Rense, is definitely not the real Jeff Rense.

I
am running out of savings.  I was too psychologically damaged
from my year in an NPD relationship to properly prepare for the one US job opening that fits my qualifications.  Jeff would not leave me
alone to prepare – he would come over and upset me – and I
could not prepare the lectures that were required of me.

I had to cancel the interview – my only job hope.

I
am running out of money.  Jeff literally has zero empathy nor takes any
responsibility for my situation. He offers me no money.  Except
he paid for dates, and sometimes bought me clothes.

We
were still lovers up until Tuesday, February 21, 2012, when he
discovered I had written to Henry to confirm his initial charges.

Now Jeff is finally leaving me alone.  And that at least is the first step to recovering. Hopefully, I will become functional
enough to figure out a way to survive before my savings run out….

Sincerely, Megan, ex-wife #9 (we’re not sure of the count!)

P.S. 
For all you who wonder is Jeff Cointelpro??? No, Jeff Rense is
controlled by no one.  He truly believes strongly in UFOs; that’s why he
runs those stories.  He just does his best to keep his business
running.  He makes an enormous amount of money from the ads on his
website and subscriptions to his archives. He is, above all, just a
businessman….  

— FIN —

Related – “The Bachelor” is Jeff Rense

First Comment:   CB Said:

It is good that Megan finally escaped from JR.  As
anyone who studies personality disorders knows (I have several degrees
in human behavior) most people with these type of disorders resist
treatment–just a very small percentage of them respond to treatment.  In
layman’s speak they lack the psychological insight to view themselves
as having a problem.  It’s everyone else that has the problem.
 Psychology has yet to clearly establish whether people with narcissist, & borderline personality disorders are born this
way (pathological) or develop over time (environmental) or born with a
genetic predisposition and something environmental triggers it.  What is
factual and can be established is the wreckage these type people leave
in their wake: broken relationships, mental and physical abuse, and even
death–e.i. murder–to list a few!    

 

I
feel for Megan because she was exploited and manipulated by a man who
clearly has some serious issues.   However I must point out that Megan
(and people like her) exhibited some very irrational and impulsive
behavior in abandoning  everything she has worked toward (successful
professor and so on) based upon some superficial promises and charm of a
chameleon. 

While JR exhibits some of the symptoms of someone who has a
narcissistic personality disorder he was able to manipulate a highly
intelligent and attractive Megan (and numerous other women) into a
controlling and doomed relationship.  This suggests to me that she (and
his other female victims) have some underlying psychological issues that
need addressed.  

 

Perhaps
the good that can come out of this for Megan is an awakening in herself
of how could this have happened to me?  And from there she can recover
her sense of womanhood and find true happiness.  Psychologically
speaking, It is interesting to note that people raised or recovering from
abusive environments/relationships often find/chose other abused people
for a new relationship …[They] are usually emotionally
vulnerable and are easily exploited.  Obviously JR has a penchant for
identifying these type people and exploiting them.          

 

For
Megan there is hope for healing and recovery.  For JR it is doubtful
that he will ever see his need for help and straighten out.  Furthermore,
his seemingly incessant crusade to destroy HM reinforces the notion
that eventually most people with a NPD  implode or self-destruct.  JR
appears to be in self-destruct mode and will destroy his own work and
never know it was all his own doing. 

 

Keep up the good work Henry.

Reply from Megan:
 
Yes, I was clearly very isolated and alone, so
I was eager to find “the one” – realize I believed
Jeff’s radio persona was his real self, and felt
like I knew him well.
 
I also was extremely exhausted and burnt out,
my work for the last 15 years has been literally
70 hours a week, 51 weeks a year.
 
I was indeed a bit too eager to “give it all
up”.  But I was exhausted, and the life Jeff
promised was so domestic and calm and
relaxing (he promised to sell his website,
we were essentially going into “semi-retirement”
and intended to finally enjoy life a little.
 
Call me naive – but I believed him, because
I had never in my life encountered someone
who could lie so much – it never occurred to
me he was lying.  We had reams of emails
and hundred hours of phone conversations.
I had no previous experience that would tell
me all that communication was a lie…

P.S.  In our communications I knew only

of two ex-wives: one was the mother of his grown

daughter.  The other was a 1994 “marriage of
convenience” in order to help him win custody of
his daughter.

It did not occur to me to ask:
“Now exactly how many ex-wives do you
have?”   In the future, I will ask any one
I date that, and probably do a full background
check before believing anyone else again!
 
We had, however, thoroughly discussed his
last few girlfriend relationships.  So I was
aware of two ex-wives, and had asked the
normal questions of his recent relationships.
He had only 3 girlfriends in the previous 11 years
before I came along –  this is what he told me.

 

 

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